Born to Blossom

yea well so, ive discovered LJ again thru a little birdy and some other things, im still with my myspace(http://www.myspace.com/35211495) - mine, hehe,thats if u'd like to know more about moi if u are so inclined

Umm, ill probably be on there more then here, im only here for certain reasons, as u can tell its been over a year since ive been on here, ah well.

well im done here, c uz on the flipside

hey all, my weekend went so awesome!!!!

i went to some fancy club dining place with some of my moms friends, there were 5 of them, lisa and chris, those two are awesome ppl, and john and bonnie, great ppl and lisa's mom, shes very nice. I felt like  i was at some rich place and i felt out of place cause its not like i'm really rich, it also felt like i was on like, idk the titanic, lol.

Then today i went to lisa and chris's house with a whole bunch of ppl there partying and watching the Superbowl, i hope the eagles win. and i also went bowling with heather today, and i sucked major,lol, but i had fun. So this weekend was busy and next weekend mite be too and the next one after that again,lol. Next weekend i'm going to visit my cousin at her new house along with a few of my other fav coz's and my aunt.

oh well, i think i'm getting a throat infection, damn....maybe i can stay home from skool, hehe, if i feel worst enough.

hey there all, i haven't updated in  a long while cause i'm seriously pissed at this lj, it never works for me god damnit!

but just to make up for that i answer 347 question about me for you all to read and have fun with,lol

Y 0 U
[ .01. ] first name: Erin-Lynn
[ .02. ] middle name: Frances
[ .03. ] last name: no comment, but my last name is Irish
[ .04. ] nickname(s) umm, Erin I guess, and ELF, homie E and ‘hey ugly move’
[ .05. ] gender: female
[ .06. ] birthday: Jan 5, 89
[ .07. ] height: 5’3
[ .08. ] hair color: dark brown, though its dyed rite now, so the real color is kind of light brownish/blondish
[ .09. ] eye color: hazel
[ .010. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: glasses, sometimes, I want contacts
[ .011. ] do you have braces: no
[ .012. ] is your hair long or short: short
[ .013. ] where were you born: Louisiana
[ .014. ] current location:  PA
[ .015. ] zodiac sign: Capricorn 
[ .016. ] how many languages do you know: 2, but I’m not very good at French
[ .017. ] what language do you want to learn:  I don’t really want to learn any other
[ .018. ] bad habits: leaving my stuff laying around, procrastinator
[ .019. ] piercing you have: on my ears, 6 of them
[ .020. ] piercing you want: maybe my nose
.021. ] Tattoos you have: none, I might want one
[ .023. ] today: Friday
[ .024. ] today's date: 4^th of Feb.
[ .025. ] the time: 11:18pm
[ .026. ] ready for a bunch more questions: sure
F A M i L Y
[ .027. ] mother's name: Elizabeth
[ .028. ] father's name: Matthew
[ .029. ] brother's name: Tristan
[ .030. ] sister's name: I have step sisters; bobby, and terra
[ .031. ] favorite aunt: aunt Ruth (she’s rich ,hehe)
[ .032. ] favorite uncle: uncle….idk my uncles names, have a lot, but I don’t know many of them, but I think I like my Uncle Frank
[ .033. ] favorite grandparent: my grams Clara                                                                                                    .036. ] Worst relative: uncle Joe
[.037.] best relative: cousin grace
[.038.] do you get along with your parents: yes basically, but there are still some issues to work out
[.039. ] does anyone in your family understand you?: yea actually, sometimes
P E T S
[ .040. ] do you have any pets: yes
[ .041. ] what are their names: cookie, stripes, Leo, and some fish
[ .042. ] what kind of animals are they: (in order from last question) dog, cat, teddy bear hamster
S C H 0 0 L
[ .043. ] are you still in school: yep
[ .044. ] did you drop out:  …..No….
[.045.] Current gpa: how the fuck should I know
[.046.] favorite grade: ….Skool sucks
[.047.] least favorite grade: all of them
[.048. ] favorite teacher: umm Mrs. vansavage
[ .049. ] least favorite teacher: ms. Rogers
[ .050. ] favorite subject:  hell, there are none, not even lunch                                                                                                                     [ .51. ] least favorite subject: all
[ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: sometimes I buy
[ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: yes, tennis
[ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular activities: dance
[ .055. ] are/was you popular: HAHAHAH, me popular!?, whoa, that’s funny!…..
[.056.] Favorite dance: umm, well, as in type of dance, jazz
[.057.] favorite memory: Disney world
[.058. ] favorite memory you want to have: umm, getting all A’s on my report card and being successful at dance( I know, corny, but who cares)
[ .059. ] least favorite memory:  umm, starting freshmen yr
[ .060. ] most humiliating moment: umm, there’s to many
F A V 0 R i T E S
[ .061. ] number:  22
[ .062. ] letter: don’t have one
[ .063. ] shoes: any kind
[ .064. ] saying(s): up yours
[ .065. ] TV show: Charmed, Inuyasha, Full mental Alchemist, Family Guy, Will and Grace, Ghost in the Shell
[ .066. ] sport: Tennis
[ .067. ] vegetable: carrots
[ .068. ] fruit: grapes or pears
[ .069. ] movie: there’s WAY to many movies, but I love all I see and own
[ .070. ] magazine: Twist, YM
[ .071. ] actor:  Hayden Christensen
[ .072. ] actress: Natalie Portman
[ .073. ] candy: any type

[ .074. ] gum:  winterfresh, I think
[ .075. ] scent: moonlight path
[ .076. ] candy bar: idk
[ .077. ] ice cream flavor:  chocolate brownie with chunks
[ .078. ] color: purple or red right now
[ .079. ] season: summer, sometimes fall
[ .080. ] holiday: Christmas
[ .081. ] band: ummm, Good Charlotte, and The Killers
[ .082. ] singer: umm, a lot, Jessica Simpson Gwen Stefani, Lindsay Lohan, Hilary duff, Britney spears, Fefe Dobson, Sting, Stacie Orrico, raven
[ .083. ] group: Good Charlotte or Linkin park
[ .084. ] rapper:  depends my mood
[ .085. ] type of music: any type
[ .086. ] thing in your room: umm, my prized wall of Jessica Simpson, hehe
[ .087. ] place to be: with my bff, or mall with my bff or just with close friends
[ .089. ] TV channel: idk, depends what’s on
[ .090. ] junk food: cakes and cupcakes, brownies, list goes on
[ .091. ] overall food: junk food I love
[ .092. ] store: Walgreen’s
[ .093. ] hangout: mall, friends houses
[ .094. ] fast food: Arby’s
[ .095. ] restaurant: Ruby Tuesday
[ .096. ] shape: idk, star I guess
[ .097. ] time of day:  light
[ .098. ] country: Ireland, England or Japan
[ .099. ] state: California or Florida, or umm, idk
[ .100. ] boys name: Hayden, William, James, Christian, Jack, Andrew, Robbie, Daniel, Adam, Connor, Harry, Sebastian, Brodie
[ .101. ] girls name: Annalesse, Grace, Lynn, Clara, Rose, Jessica, Arura, Anastasia,  Natalie,  Ella, Maddison, Piper, Paige, Anna,
[ .102. ] mall: any mall
[ .103. ] video game: idk
[ .104. ] shampoo: as long as it smells good
[ .105. ] board game: idk, Disney monopoly I guess or poker
[ .106. ] computer game: Harry Potter
[ .107. ] car: if it looks good and its not a small stupid card
[ .108. ] music video: idk, don’t care
[ .109. ] swear word:  shithead or fuck, dumbass
[ .110. ] word: whatever
[ .111. ] month: April
[ .112. ] cartoon character: spongebob squarepants
[ .113. ] scary movie: white noise, scream, the grudge, the village
[ .114. ] team: hate sports basically, except tennis
[ .115. ] possession:  umm, a bed to sleep in, but tons of other things too
WHATS THE FiRST THiNG Y0U TH0UGHT 0F WHEN Y0U HEAR..
[ .116. ] Eminem: angry/wacked
[ .117. ] dog: happy
[ .118. ] hot: ow
[ .119. ] Britney spear: *laughs* she’s entertaining I would have to say
[ .120. ] nsync:  alrite I guess
[ .121. ] real world: STUPID SHOW
[ .122. ] orange: yummy
[ .123. ] choice: freedom
[ .124. ] f*ck:  everyone
[ .125. ] bisexual: ummm, I don’t care

[ .126. ] Black: goes good with every color, or evil, or a shade
[ .127. ] ICQ: wtf
[ .128. ] insane clown posse: ???Wtf
[ .129. ] linkin park: loud
[ .130. ] jack:  titanic (movie) lol
[ .131. ] rainbow: gay
[ .133. ] cucumber: greeny
[ .134. ] shark: ocean
[ .135. ] lifehouse: a music group
[ .136. ] bat:  scary or vampire
[ .137. ] leather:  ugly
[ .138. ] whip: ouch
[ .139. ] America:  sucks and messed up
[ .140. ] water:  scary
[ .141. ] volcano:  hot
[ .142. ] rock or rap: rock
[ .143. ] rock or pop: both
[ .144. ] rock or R&B: rock
[ .145. ] rock or metal: rock
[ .146. ] rap or pop: pop
[ .147. ] rap or R&B: rap
[ .148. ] rap or metal: rap
[ .149. ] pop or R&B:  pop
[ .150. ] pop or metal: pop
[ .151. ] R&B or metal: metal
[ .152. ] linkin park or limp bizkit:  linkin park
[ .153. ] tool or korn: this one makes no sense
[ .154. ] Selena or Jennifer Lopez: j lo
[ .155. ] hot or cold:  cold
[ .156. ] winter or summer:  depends my temperature at the time
[ .157. ] spring or fall: spring
[ .158. ] shakira or Britney:  Britney
[ .159. ] icp or eminem:  idk, who is  icp , and I don’t care for eminem much either
[ .160. ] Marilyn Manson or rob zombie: don’t like either
[ .161. ] kittie or garbage: ? What kind of messed of question is that
[ .162. ] mtv or vh1: both
[ .163. ] Buffy or angel: Buffy
[ .164. ] Dawson’s creek or Gilmore girls: they both suck, but if I had to choose, Gilmore girls
[ .165. ] football or basketball: ewwww, neither!                                                                                                           [ .166. ] Summer Olympics or winter Olympics: I don’t care
[ .167. ] skiing or snowboarding: skiing
[ .168. ] rollerblading or skateboarding: rollerblading
[ .169. ] black or white: white
[ .170. ] orange or red: red
[ .171. ] yellow or green: green
[ .172. ] purple or pink: purple
[ .173. ] slipknot or mudvayne: ……wft is that
[ .174. ] hot topic or Pac sun: Pac sun
[ .175. ] inside or outside: inside
[ .176. ] weed or alcohol: neither please
[ .177. ] cell phone or pager: cell
[ .178. ] pen or pencil:  pen
[ .179. ] powerpuff girls or Charlie’s angels: Charlie’s
[ .180. ] Scooby doo or dino: Scooby doo
[ .181. ] dragon ball z or pokemon: pokemon, lol
[ .182. ] star wars or star trek: starwars all the way!
[ .183. ] Tattoos or piercing: piercing
[ .184. ] prep or punk: good god, neither!!!
[ .185. ] Slut or whore: neither!!!
P R i V A T E L i F E
[ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: nope
[ .187. ] do you have a crush: maybe
[ .188. ] do you love anyone right now:  no
[ .189. ] have you ever been in love: yes
[ .190. ] how many people have you liked: alot
[ .191. ] who was your first crush: umm, 4^th grade, some guy names mark I thin but he was an asshole
[ .192. ] how many hearts of have you broken: idk, not many I guess
[ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: a few
[ .194. ] best quote to sum up love:  “a swirling portrait of torrent, tears and joy”
[ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: he’s very respecting and kind
[ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: yup
[ .197. ] please post it if you do: um,no
[.198. ] do you have a picture of yourself: ….duh
[ .199. ] please post it if you do: no
[ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: both
[ .201. ] ever kiss a friend: yes
[ .202. ] are you still friends: yes
[ .203. ] so moving along..do you smoke:  no
[ .204. ] do you smoke weed: no
[ .205. ] ever trip on acid: no
[ .206. ] how about a little x: I want some, but no that’s alrite, I’ll do without
[ .207. ] crack, heroin, anything else: no
[ .208. ] beer good or beer bad: yes, I’ve had beer, taste like crap
[ .209. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: I’ve had wine
[ .210. ] do you like Smirnoff ice: …..Wtf
[ .211. ] prefer beer or liquor: not really either
[ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: look above
[ .213. ] have you ever drank Hpnotiq: no
[ .214. ] if yes, when was the last time you got some:  above question please
W 0 U L D Y 0 U EVER..
[ .215. ] bungee jump: no
[ .216. ] sky dive: no
[ .217. ] swim with dolphins:  yes
[ .218. ] scuba dive: yes
[ .219. ] go rock climbing: maybe
[ .220. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: no
[ .221. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: no
[ .222. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: maybe
[ .223. ] cross-dress: yup
[ .224. ] lie to the police:  no
[ .225. ] run from the police: no
[ .226. ] lie to your parents: yup
[ .227. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them:  no
[ .228. ] be an exotic dancer:  no
[ .229. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: no
[ .230. ] streak: maybe
Y 0 U R F R I E N D S
[ .231. ] best friends: Carrie, Rachel, Liz, Sarah, Melissa
[ .232. ] known longest:  Sarah, Liz
[ .233. ] wish you talked to more: umm, my cousin grace and my sort of crush
[ .234. ] wish you saw more: good men
[ .235. ] how many friends do you think you have: a lot I guess
[ .236. ] who drives you insane after a while: Rachel
[ .237. ] who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: Sarah, Liz, Carrie, and Melissa, and Ben and Amy  
[ .238. ] ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next level': no
[ .239. ] craziest: Chris w. or Chris m.
[ .240. ] loudest: cousin becca
[ .241. ] shyest: Carrie  and Amy and heather
[ .242. ] best hair:  Rachel
[ .243. ] can always make you laugh: all my friends
[ .244. ] best eyes: Chris w.
[ .243. ] best body: hehe, my crush
[ .246. ] most athletic: Chris w.
[ .247. ] sex symbol: …..idk
[ .248. ] hot tempered: Chris w. and crystal
[ .249. ] most impatient: crystal
[ .250. ] shortest: Carrie
[ .251. ] tallest: Chris w.
[ .252. ] talented: Liz, Cait
[ .253. ] best singer: nobody
[ .254. ] skinniest:  Melissa  

[ .255. ] Nicest: Carrie, Cait
[ .256. ] best personality: Cait
[ .257. ] biggest drug user: nobody

HAVE Y0U EVER:
[ .258. ] flashed someone: kind of
[ .259. ] told a person how you felt bout them: yup
[ .260. ] been to Michigan: yup
[ .262. ] gone to jail or juvi: nope
[ .263. ] skateboarded: nope
[ .264. ] skinny dipped: nope
[ .265. ] stolen anything: yup
[ .266. ] wanted to kick my ass for making this so long: its alrite
[ .267. ] kicked someone's ass: not really
[ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: yup
[ .269. ] broke a beer bottle: yup
[ .270. ] gotten into a bar, under-aged:  nope
[ .271. ] kissed someone of the same sex: yup, once
[ .273. ] gone on a road trip: yup
[ .274. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision:  nope
[ .275. ] been to a concert: yup
[ .276. ] been to another country: nope
[ .277. ] talked back to an adult: yup
[ .278. ] got pulled over: nope

 [ .279. ] got in a car accident:  nope

[ .280. ] Broke a law: yup
[ .281. ] given money to a homeless person: nope
[ .282. ] tried to kill yourself: yup
[ .283. ] cried to get out of trouble: yup
[ .284. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: nope
[ .285. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: nope
[ .286. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it any: yup
0 P I N I 0 N S
[ .287. ] what do you think...about pop music: great
[ .288. ] about boy bands: ok
[ .289. ] about flag burning: idk, don’t care
[ .290. ] of the war on terrorists: very very very horrible, humans suck

[ .291. ] About suicide: very horrible, but useful
[ .292. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: umm, ok I guess, or dumbasses
[ .293. ] about abortion: very wrong indeed!!
[ .294. ] About rock/metal music: its ok
[ .295. ] where do you think you'll be in 10 years: idk, hopefully rich and married and good looking
[ .296. ] who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: in college and having met my true love
W H A T D I D Y 0 0 H D 0
[ .297. ] last birthday: umm, not much
[ .298. ] yesterday: idk, went to skool and dance class
[ .299. ] last weekend:  shopping

[ .300. ] Christmas: fun stuff
[ .301. ] thanksgiving: idk, ate
[ .302. ] new year's: nothing
[ .303. ] Halloween: umm, idk
[ .304. ] Easter: how the hell should I know what happened last year and this years didn’t pass yet
[ .305. ] valentine's day: didn’t come yet
T H E L A S T
[ .306. ] thing you ate: candy
[ .307. ] thing you drank: juice
[ .308. ] thing you wore: red checkered pants, with a light blue beach shirt with a faded, color blue hoodie
[ .309. ] place you went: skool
[ .310. ] thing you got pierced/tattooed: ear
[ .311. ] person you saw: mom
[ .312. ] person you kissed: no one
[ .313. ] person you fxcked: I wish, but no one
[ .314. ] person you talked to: Liz
[ .315. ] song you heard: mad about you by sting
[ .316. ] what are you eating: nothing
[ .317. ] what are you drinking: nothing
[ .318. ] what are you wearing: clothes
[ .319. ] any shoes on: yea
[ .320. ] hat: no
[ .321. ] listening to: the silence
[ .322. ] talking to anyone: no
[ .323. ] are you pissed i made this so long:  yea, cause I feel really sick rite now
Y or N
[ .324. ] are you a vegetarian: no
[ .325. ] do you like cows: they’re ok
[ .326. ] are you a bxtch: sometimes
[ .327. ] are you artistic: in dancing and writing
[ .328. ] do you write poetry: yup
[ .329. ] are you a fast runner: sometimes
[ .330. ] can you ski: no
[ .331. ] are you British:  no, I wish
[ .332. ] do you want to spear Britney: no, she’s ok to me
[ .333. ] do the voices talk to you: no
[ .334. ] did you ever give Barbie a haircut:  yup
[ .335. ] would you eat Mac & cheese with hot dogs in it: eww, no
[ .336. ] do you think Disney creators were on acid when they made 'alice in wonderland: don’t care, I like the movie
[ .337. ] are you straight: yea
[ .338. ] are you stupid, insane, and another physically handicapped: I can be stupid and insane sometimes
[ .339. ] are you nice: I’m  a good person
[ .340. ] are you naughty: sometimes
[ .341. ] are you short: average height
[ .342. ] are you tall: no
[ .343. ] do you own a hot pink shirt: yup
[ .344. ] how about orange pants: no
[ .345. ] can you see the flying monkeys: yup, sure, I love monkeys
[ .346. ] are you evil : no
[ .347. ] did you ever know someone who had a mullet: nope

i've been thinking on what to do after highschool. this is my 2nd post for tonite, i just forgot to add this part, its more like i'm writing this down for me.

I think after highschool i'm gonna get my job as a cosmotalolgist and save up the money to go to england or ireland, i might move there for a couple of years and get a job of a cosmo there. i looked up on that online,looks good, good pay. i could possibly meet someone there to fall in love with and maybe even decide to live there and forget everyone back in america and start my life over somewhere far away where no one knows me. i might go to ireland, love the place and the accents, and its the place where it runs most in my blood line/family, i'll feel like i'm me, completely me.

but, then i might get a job then there as maybe an actress or a teacher, yea, i really like that. i'll bring a friend with me, or if i have one, a husband or bf with me. but yup, save up  the money with in a 1 or 2 and ill be on my way to ireland or england, cant decide which yet.

i'm sry i just had to get all that out. it was like an ephaniy, like a mind set, heheh, i'm all giddy now,lol

man, i'm so lucky that i got off for 2 days from school for not having 7th period exam, hehe. i give sympathy to those who have togo in.......*giggle* not really

i went to go see Series of  Unfortunate Events tonite, it was an awesome movie, i realllllly liked it, i loved the plot , the costumes, the whole look to it, it also moved me too, lol. i went with my friend cait, and her other friends from easton, i think, bonnie, elise, and another name i can't spell, but if i could, i would. They were all really cool and nice and funny

I have been so depressed for a few days cause of my mom. she thinks her whole life is in ruins and that she should die and all this shit. shes always like that and she blames all her problems for it, i have just as many or more, and i'm one of the problems for her, why doesn't she just get rid of me that bitch! the only one  of my family i can handle rite now is my grams and brother, i hate my mom, she ruins everything, shes the main reason i'm so depressed, but if i told her that, it would kill her cause shes so fucking dramtic!

In  a few weeks i'm going for my drivers permit, ugh, to annoyed over the whole shitty thing.

i've printed out a whole bunch of pics of my fav most hottie ever hayden christensen ~swoon~ i printed out like 20, lol and put them all over my wall, and some of natalie portman, those to are my fav actor and actress.

anywayz, not much more to say, except, hmmm, i hate my mom some more, and yea thats about it, i swear when i move out i'm gonna need therapy, argh, look at that, my eye's already twitching *twitch twitch* hehe

ok much luv, peace out dumbasses